When to break up – part 1

In this post, we will start with the first 10 questions you need to answer to find out whether you should leave or stay. Remember, if one answer indicates you should leave, its value in answering your question takes precedence above your answers to all other questions! (For more detail on how to use this diagnostic tool, refer to the break-up guidelines)

 

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1 – Think back on the happiest time in your life as a couple. Was everything really good between the two of you? (No exhausting fruitless fights where disagreements remained unresolved; actually enjoying EACH OTHER rather than merely enjoying the THINGS you were doing together; actually spending time together back then OTHER than for the things you most enjoyed; not one continuously being disappointed in the other, etc.)
If your answer is “no” – leave. Don’t try to repair something which never worked.
If your answer is yes, first go through the other questions before concluding you should stay.

al and peggy bundy

If things never were really good between the two of you, it is unlikely it ever will be.

 

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2 – Has one of you been physically violent to the other MORE than once?

If your answer is “yes” – leave. Love’s place is as your servant, not as your master. Don’t let it blind you, just let it help you get happy.
Female victims often don’t leave abusive men, because their men are masters of making up for it and expressing how truly sorry they are. (See here for how that works.) Likewise, abusive women often keep reign over a man because society keeps nihilizing and being amused by men that get abused by women, or assuming the violence is justifiable. Moreover abusive women are just as good at convincing their partner it wasn’t intended like that, or how sorry they are, or even just generally looking down on the man who lets himself be abused and not even bothering to apologize. Unlike abusive men, society even goes so far to tolerate abusive women to make jokes about having physically hurt a guy. For an abused man, even if he did defend himself, it might lead to a short term win, but he’d be going to jail, damage his career, and lose parental rights, which shows that law doesn’t even recognize the existence of male victims! Whether you are a male or a female domestic abuse victim, even if you feel you were not totally nice at the moment you got abused (you went too far in teasing, or you were shouting, or anything you could have done wrong), nothing (other than violence on your own part) justifies getting a smack, punch, knee, kick or other form of physical violent response from the one you are intimate with. The only time an incident of violence can be forgiven, is if something like this only occurred once, but thereafter never again.

If your answer to this diagnostic question was “no”, first go through the other questions before concluding whether you should stay. There can also be other things than abuse which can drain the happiness, satisfaction, safety, intimacy and comfort out of your relationship and life.

Fight back (Self defense)

In contrast to popular notion, women are as likely as men to use violence in a relationship as initial offender. Self-defense classes are often taught to women based on the idea women are always victims: this is a patronising and wrong notion, and may enable emotionally unstable women feel justified to consider using (sometimes extreme) violence if they cannot win a verbal argument with their partner. It is never OK to use violence in a relationship, but if you do decide to be the first to use it, then know you have opened Pandora’s box and be prepared that the same or more might come right back at you some day. Do blame yourself if this happens

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3 – Have you already taken any actual steps to a lifestyle without your partner? (Have you moved out, taken a job or other opportunity far away you would not have taken in better times, maybe even started with something which could develop in a serious relation with someone else? We’re not talking about dreaming about it, and looking up information on alternative lifestyles, or innocent displays of interest in others or other things, but about having taken an actual step in the direction of a lifestyle without your partner.)

If your answer is “yes” – leave. You’ve been practicing for it. Inside you’ve already decided. Now just do it!

If your answer is no, again first go through all other diagnostic questions.

packed and ready

Sometimes you are just struggling to admit to yourself that deep inside you have already made your decision to leave. Perhaps you deny to admit it because of guilt, perhaps because of insecurity about what is to come of your life, or perhaps because of something else…

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4 – If there would be no negative consequences tied to you leaving, would you be relieved and finally feel like you could end your relationship?

If your answer comes out as a “yes” without a second of doubt – leave.

If you need to think first before answering yes, or your answer is no, go through the other diagnostic questions first. It may help you figure out whether a fear of an empty life leads you to doubt or say no, because this is not the same as a doubt or “no” you might have because deep inside you feel your relationship is too good to leave.

smile

If you asked yourself the question, and you responded like this, you are ready for a new life.

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5 – Do you and your partner share a common interest, hobby or recurring activity which makes you feel connected and which you would like to continue to share in the future? In other words, in the imaginary instance you would just have gotten to know each other recently, is there something you now actually already do together which in that imaginary scenario would make you feel butterflies in your stomach, or which in that scenario would give you an intensely comfortable feeling? (That is, apart from your own kids, if you have any. Sure, having kids often motivates couples to stay together, but don’t necessarily make a relationship any happier if there is no other thing making you feel connected to one another. Also, being able to do things together in a practical sense does not count as a “yes”. Enjoying sex, only counts if it is not just about fulfilling your desire, but if after the deed it brings you closer together and makes you open up to each other.)

If your answer is “yes” – your relationship may be saved. But to be sure that effort will result in a happier life than if you would leave, first go through all other diagnostic questions.

If your answer is “no”, it is still possible to have a viable relationship in the case that none of the other diagnostic questions indicates you should leave.

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6 – Do you perceive your partner as a kind, reasonably intelligent, not crazy/weird/temperamental at a level beyond your limit, reasonably attractive person with an at least acceptable body odor?

If your answer is a rational “no” – leave.

However, if your answer is a “no” clouded by the bitterness, anger, sadness or doubt of the moment, this is by itself not an indication to leave. In that case, you’ll have to see if any other diagnostic question indicates you should leave. If you answered “yes”, first go through other questions before deciding that you should stay and work on your relationship.

ex girlfriend

“Sympathy is very often a sentimental prejudice based on the idea that the face is the mirror of the soul. Unfortunately, the face is almost always a mask.” – Santiago Ramon y Cajal. Unfortunately, people’s real faces sometimes only shine through when it is too late. Plenty of men have been fooled by a woman’s initial kind and feminine demeanor, only to find out she gained his confidence to find out about his traumas and use that knowledge to hurt him more.

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7 – If you want something which is really important or basic for you, does it usually cost you so much effort to get your partner to agree that you feel like giving up before trying?  – This does NOT refer to fights that occur because you both value and stand up for your own needs which at times may contradict, and for which may need you to come to a compromise which only partially meets both of your needs. We’re talking about getting your needs and desires even partially met having become such a painstaking process, that it almost feels like your partner does not want you to have any of your needs fulfilled unless it is of direct benefit to him/her.

If your answer is “yes” – leave. (If your partner agrees to meet your needs, but never does it despite having the opportunity, that also counts as a “yes”)

If not, continue to work through this diagnostic list before drawing conclusions.

bow

If you allowed your relationship to start out with your girl making you to fulfill a hundred conditions and wait forever before she was ready to f*ck you (but didn’t do this for one of her exes), it’s likely she will find this strategy very effective to get whatever she wants of you. If you find yourself in this position, get out!

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8 – Do you frequently feel angry towards yourself or your partner, or really sad or humiliated shortly before, during, or after you two see each other? This especially refers to a routine way in which your partner speaks to you, speaks about you, responds to you on a bad day, or requests things of you, which lead to these sort of feelings.

If “yes” – leave. A relationship should be a safe haven where these sort of feelings are not a routine thing. While occasional anger and sadness in a relationship are normal, habitual anger or sadness isn’t good for your mental health.

shouting_man_in_suit

Do you recognize yourself more in this image than in the person you once used to be? Then leave before your partner totally drives you into a self destructive rage!

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9 – Do you have the feeling that your attempts to talk or ask about issues that are important to you, are generally and systematically stopped in some or other way? (The way of stopping conversations can be very varied, from responding with rolling one’s eyes; sighing; changing topics either subtly or while agitated; being so annoying during the conversation that you end up regretting you started about it; threatening that (s)he no longer feels like being in this relationship if you keep wanting to talk about that topic; making a conclusion that you have a deeper problem which is inherent to yourself (being like your mother/father/crazy uncle our aunt, being unreasonable, being stupid, crazy, etc); plainly saying (s)he is not interested to hear about this; saying (s)he doesn’t want to talk about it; saying time to think is needed without actually ever coming to a point where you actually discuss it; listening blankly just so you stop; and many more.)

If “yes” – leave. Not only are your feelings suffocated, but eventually your relationship. You can wait till then and try to bear being unable to ever express your feelings, but you can just as well leave now, and waste no more time.

bitch won't listen

If you want to discuss something really important to you, and it seems the other won’t even bother to actually listen how bad you say that makes you feel, then move on, cause staying with such a person is not going to make you happy.

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10 – Have you come to the point of thinking there is a bigger chance that what your partner is saying is a lie than that it is true? In other words: do you tend to think “it’s probably another lie again” when your partner is telling something? What matters is the effect the lying has on you, on your feeling, not what sort of thing was lied about nor the amount of lies. Sometimes, even if your partner has told several big lies or hidden more than one big thing from you, you may still feel you know him/her well enough to know what things he won’t lie about or won’t hide, and still can feel comfortable to trust his/her words in most interactions. Or it may also be that after one lie you question anything he/she says. It is the effect the lying has on you, not the lie itself. However, in most cases a permanent such feeling is based on a pattern of lies, not on a singular big lie. If the feeling that you question everything your partner says is recent, based on one big lie, first let it sink for the time you think is needed to restore your faith. If the feeling of distrust still doesn’t subside despite the passage of time, the answer to this question is truly “yes”.

If “yes” – leave. Regret, desperation and paranoia will consume you if you stay, unless you emotionally distance yourself to the point that it seems you have already ended the relationship.

cheating woman texting

You might think she’s your gal, but she might be other men’s best pal.

 

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Haven’t got your definite answer yet? Continue with part 2!

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